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| hurhurhur....i so sian..... hoilday today but to me i no
diff....kakaka... hmm...exactly one week to our relationship but ...it
seems like we are together for so long le...muahahaha...my hubby is
working...so sad.....anyway this week have been good for us though
there was some ups and downs...but definietly make us understand each
other more.... he say im his dream gurl... told me something personal
things and he knows some of mine too..... i feel so xin fu....
hurhurhur....but we left with 14 days....haiz.....anyway blog till
here....hubby i will take the test together with u ...... we go through
it together ok ? =D
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| 8.47pm now... haven really been logging ....coz of all the things tat
is happening and of coz im attach already.... should i say i have found
the 'ONE'! i dunno coz no one knows the furture....im totally in love
with him... dun ask me why coz i dunno the reason...we are together on
the 05/11 but within this few days things has been hard for the both of
us....of coz as i only left with 18 days....pple around me have gib me
their point of view abt this relationship.. well i know they are
concern abt me...but other then my miss foong he is the only one tat is
actually making me to live my life to the fullest...!
but still now when im blogging i totally dun feel good at all.... i am
in foul mood...but infront of him i always try my best to look happy
.....coz i never want him to worry abt me....just now we were
talking on the phone happily but in this conversation i realise that im
actually not a good gf at all.... or even say i not suitable for
him....he has always been pamper by his past ex gurlfriends... but when
he is with me he pamper me more then i pamper him... though i know he
just telling me....i dun feel good abt it .... i dunno why..... i feel
so insercure all of a sudden.... is like fear come into me.... im scare
to lose him....haiz.....
he is a first guy that gib me this special feeling that i dunno how to
describe ....is like my first love....i wan to love him with all my
heart...but i think there are times i really hurt him.... this few days
been like im always so demanding and everything .... haiz dunno how to
say ....i feel so insercure.....im scare .... but i dunno how to tell
him,...... i do trust him ...but the fear is there....i have already
lose myself in him le..... after he put down the phone... i feel so low
..really low...low till i dun even feel like talking....i feel im not
good enough for him ... never enufff... no matter how hard i try i will
never be like his ex gfs..... am i thinking too much...... i wish he is
here to hug me...i wish to see him... but i know he is kind of busy....
he is not even at home now.....he didnt tell me..but nvm he got his own
freedom im only his gf im not his wife..... i love him lots till i
dunno how to explain..... blog till here.... cant blog anymore....
second time crying le..... =C
Never Be Replaced
[chorus]
Baby i love you
And i never let u go
But if i have to
Boy i think that u should know
All the love in me
Can never be erase
And i promise you that
You will never be replaced!
I love you yes i do
I'll be with you
As long as u wan me to
Until the end of time
From the day i met u
I know we've be together
And now i know
I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you
And i wanna have your kids
Thinking never compare to fell enough to kisses
I can say
I truely happy to this day
You've made me think
I'll die and live my life hesitate
There's never been no doubt in my mind
That i 'll regret
Ever having you by my side
BUT IF THE DAY COME
THAT I'LL HAVE TO LET YOU GO
I THINK THAT SOMETHING
I SHOULD PROBABLY LET U KNOW
I ENJOY EVERYDAY THAT I SPENT WITH YOU
AND I WILL MISS YOU
COZ I'M HAPPY THAT I HAVE YOU AT ALL
[chorus]
I feel for you
YES i do I'll be with you
As long as you wan me to
Until the end of time
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| just came back from the doctor.........hmmmmmmm...... just realise my throat is getting worst...is call something like tonsil or something...anyway ...been force to take injection on the butt....so pain~~~ haiz... doc ask me go back tomolo afternoon if stil not ok have to go hospital le...haiz~~ so sad~~~
kor came back from hospital .... i just concern and ask he ji tao tell me not to teach him wat to do............pek cek concern also tio knn~~~~~ already cannot eat and talk le....... now still kanna attitude for no farking reason .....haiz...grrrrrrrrrrrr.......... i go sleep le..... just taken med.... and need to rest...i dun wan end up in hospital haiz.. nite pple..... wish me luck tomolo i be ok .... =C | | |
| 2.25pm im still sick... haiz last night was feeling terrible high fever ...went to bathe at least 7 times...whole body was so warm haiz.....this morning was quite ok but still coughing and headaches..haiz... .if by tomolo not really ok think going to see the doctor again ...
hmmm...yesterday find out my kor disappear 2 days becoz he was in the hospital but he die die die also dunwan let us know where is it....think quite seriously coz is lung infection and fever...hmmmm ...mine is throat infection kaka..... hope he will be ok soon....
this few days i think i have to recover from my sickness and rush to study for my exams....haiz...hate studying but no choice babe....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!! help hmmmmmm......think gotta get some help from secret they all le...... anyway i blog lata coz now coughing very badly haiz .....=D | | |
|  haiz.... im sick grrrrrrr now is 4.02pm just wake up eat lunch then take med...WTH i cant talk, cant eat and cant drink ....so sad... my court case post pone again due to my examniatons....but seriously i never wanted it to postpone but my dad wans it... anyway also heng never go in ...arbo i sick inside worst....im so xin ku now....coughing my lungs out...haiz.. hmmm.... yesterday find out something .... a gurl who is quite close to me is a 2 headed snake PUI~~~~~.. if u are reading my blog .... let me tell u lah..... i hate this kind of pple loh and dun always u sad think pple will pity u lah...fark off... i entertain u becoz u are my friend...but now fark off from my life and go mixed around with that bitch ok ........
hmmm....alot of pple birthday this 2 weeks....i can go yeah!!!!!! but heng no need drink....doctor say cannot drink leh.....kekeke.....lalalala~~~now i realise actually alot of pple care for me but is just tat im dunno abt it...haiz...anyway im brave enough to go and face it le....i be ok dudes...~~~ lalalalala.. blog till here first abit drowsy le...
2 HEADED SNAKE GO BANG WALL WITH TAT BITCH LAH .PUI!!! | | |
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